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Breaking my vows !! updating :P

2006-09-10T10:34:00.000-07:00

Finally , the pic uploader works so ...I'm updating !!
i was intending on doing so long time ago but since I'm home , sick and doesn't have anything to do !! :P
God ! Thank you very much for everything !
especially blessing me with the greatest three sisters ever !!
i mean I feel like the luckiest guy on earth for this :P
For example : I'm sick >>> mezakem ... :P ya7laily !
it's not really a big deal !! right ?
well .. i don't do anything but sitting on the couch and they are really doing there best to comfort me .. drinks , food , TV and keeping Balsam and Dhai away from me :P
<<>> a9lan I'm the only uncle !!

yeah back to me !!
I'm eating Kebbah and Sambousa ..preparing for Ramdan :P
I'm watching mbc..."be9ara7a a7la m3 Jewail : "
and trying to register online for college :P
yeah i know ...kfu is getting into the techmology world !!
well i couldn't add all my subjects !!:S

which are : Anatomy, Biochemistry, Physiology, Histology, Embryology, and Terminology oh yeah i forgot FAMCO ... Family and Community :P
I didn't take all of them yet :P

OMG i forgot to mention Islamics :P ... tomorrow we have two morning classes !! and to avoid the fuss I'm gonna wear a thobe .. I finish at 10 am !
i don't know what to do .! cuz i have to go back to college at 1 pm for the lab which is .....wait let me check !
ANATOMY !!
I'm gonna see a corpse !!! Yepeeee !

oh i just remembered ! my car's screen is broken ! along with the CD player, the DVD navigation and ....that's it :P

we have a long weekend next week !!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !

who ever asks me out is getting a free dinner :P >>> so not gay (a)

Yeah wait for my next post I'm gonna upload the pics from France and Switzerland !
btw i just sneezed and fucked the screen up :P

SeeeYa :D

2006-08-14T04:09:00.000-07:00

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Updating

2006-08-03T15:36:00.000-07:00

I know ...It's been a while but yeah everything is fine now
My grand Aunt is fine thanks guys for ur prayers ...
I'm fine ... smiling :P
My aunt was in our house today ...and she's fine now ... thank God ..
yesterday was a really tough day though !
Medo and T Dogg ..left the country ... Medo is going to Alberta, Canada . and T Dogg is going to Austin,Texas .
these guys are too close to me .. they r more than brothers .. especially Medo .. it's really hard for me !
I'm missing u guys already :(
but look at the bright side .. december is not that far !!
I'm leaving too .. but for fun :P
i'm going to France tomorrow .. tewa9oon 3la shay ?? really ??
and before i go i want to say a few thingies !!
to the guys that are leaving after me ...sorry for i wont be there to say goodbye ..especially Ahmedo .. i know i promised to drive u to the airport :( i'm gonna miss u
and yeah the other Ahmed .. Fatayro ..dude i'm gonna miss u ..and yeah get ur self ready for our trip ;)
Mo6awa3 ... man .. i'm gonna miss u real bad ...this guy is amazing he's like ur father ur brother ..and sometimes even ur mother :P
Cookie ... Dude ..i'm gonna miss u and yeah dont worry i'm gonna give u the Armani thingy :P
Zain ... O Zain ... sorry i wasnt there to say goodbye ....i miss u man
Ramez .. 7abeeb 2albi ...;)
Hami ... I'm gonna miss u too .,.. i'm still wearing the klm tag :P .. i know i know ...u didnt take because of the extra weight i mean come on 73 kilos is too much :P
I wish u all the best in life .. and don't forget me :)

i guess that's all i have to say for now ...
bbye .. :)

Wrong timing!

2006-07-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

sketch: Sunday 6:30 a.m

The past two days were a mess ... wrong things happening in wrong timings ..

I hate my self in this condition but i just can't help it, It's not like i want to be meserable all the time.

My mom's aunt entered the hospital for an azma attack, she called home from the hospital and lucky me ..i answered. she greeted me and started asking about me and why i don't show up no more .. her voice was hardly heard like every word is dying to get out. she kept talking about her wanting to see me and she began crying ..saying that she's going to die and she's in pain .. i crack at the moment .. i was standing with the phone in my hand .. no power to speak .. i just listened to her word and cried .. i didn't want her to feel that i'm crying .. i told her to be strong and that she's going to be fine and even get out soon and live long enough.

after she hanged up, i returned to my room and stayed there for a while .. i couldn't talk to anyone at that time ppl called but i didn't answer i pretended to be sleeping .. i didn't go to practice too ... Zain was leaving the next day so i said to my self .. i have to see this dude before he leaves ... so i called Ahmedo who was calling me earlier.. i went to Zain's place and knew that he wasn't leaving till monday .. the thing is i acted like a freak i kept on laughing and making silly jokes all night long !

and sorry Zain.. troo7 oo terja3 bel salamah ... and sorry for leaving ur house that night angry.

i think i'll just spend the rest of the week home drawing ! that way i won't get mad at anyone and no one would have to cheer me up !

God please , i know i'm not a perfect worshiper but i need your help..please

God ... for every good deed i've done in my life , for every time i prayed to you ...please Not now ... two is just not the number !

2006-07-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hey..!

It's 10 o'clock in the morning , I haven't slept in 16 hours, I drank two cups of coffee till now, wearing a Brazil jersey, Listening to Maroon 5 - she will be loved ...

that's a good way to start a new day ... a new post !

Lots of things are happening to me nowadays .. all of a sudden bad luck became my companion!

but I'm learning a lot too ! like this week i learned how to fake a smile how to feel really bad but laugh with people ..how to cover my pain with fake happiness !

Thank God for everything I can't complain ... I strongly believe that everything in life happen for a reason and God's will is nothing you can question ..

God is the wisest of all ... he knows the best for me , I'm in his control circle .. he will test me .. he will guide me .. he will be there for me .. he will hear my prayers and if I'm worth it I will be answered !

God ! give me strength... I'm in my weakest conditions ..

I hope that this phase will pass very fast cause I'm cracking and I don't know If i can hang up .. I hope that everything would be wonderful again ..

Did I mention that I love u all :) ?!